a $100 million would be pretty sweet...

I'm in the process of going into debt...slowly and surely...hopefully my new job playing secretary at Rhodes will help out some...i just seem to be hemorraging money...plus now that Delta has decided to declare bankruptcy...my dad is in an official panic...thinking about selling our house, his car, my car and going full time into real estate...i feel so bad for him..its like the weight of the world is on his shoulders and theres nothing we can do for him...and he just got a new alternator put in my car so he could sell but i have to shell out some extra money for it that i was not prepared to give...dreams of my own place seem to be slipping...but if my family does move then i will definitely have to move out so they can buy a smaller house...problem is is if they decide to move before me and jason's agreement to move out in january...i don't what i'll do then...shack up with someone i guess...i hate this...i hate seeing my dad so sad and doing nothing to help...grr...

changing direction some: i'm screwed in one of my classes...supposed to play sim city 4 and it will not be sent to me for another two weeks..need to turn assignment TUESDAY!!! getting worried...

am driving a lovely white '94 camry right now...no radio...kayleigh being left with her own thoughts on the highway on the way to/from school...not good...

watched the new show Head Cases yesterday...so funny...

me and matt are officially not friends anymore...kinda sucks but it seems to be the time to get rid of toxic friends so better luck to him...

need to read for english and have to study for upcoming ECON exam...doubles this weekend but hopefully going to party it up at libbys on saturday...patricks coming in so its a time to CEL-E-BRATE!!! ok well pray for my family (me to get more money, my mom to find a job, and my dad to not completely lose it)...have a good weekend!